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[Dear Gabby]

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[Dear Gabby]

[ This Message was edited by: Bluemoon2157 on 2005-08-19 16:53 ]

[Dear Gabby]

A thorn defends the rose,harming only those who steal the blossem. provb

[Dear Gabby]

Flattery makes friends-
Truth makes enemies    provb.
On 2005-06-27 09:35:00, Bluemoon2157 wrote:

"A thorn defends the rose,harming only those who steal the blossem. provb"

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[Anonymous]

you seem really sweet Bluemoon, i love the proverbs your leaving, are you really considering going back? are granny and papa still there? better yet still able to get up and down without help! i would never go back, im sure there are other places in the good ol' US of A that would be better, i watch a show on TV1 called Starting Over, its a house for women in Chicago, it really seems to be life changing for those women, just a thought.

[Dear Gabby]

Free speech comes with it, Freedom to leason.

There are no short cuts to any place worth going-

He who never made a mistake, Never made a discovery-

Without vision, We are blind to opportunity-
              Provb.

It is once in a Bluemoon that we get to that spot marked X that we so carfully once mapped.

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[Anonymous]

On 2005-06-27 16:27:00, Bluemoon2157 wrote:

"Yes, granny and papa are still there. Granny talked really sweet. Remembered me. Asked me if I had kids, reminded her that I lost mine and came to see her after she said she remembered I asked her if she remembered that I had been beaten badly she said she did. She made the remark "what you an't dead yet? She all but had my foot in the door. She was talking really nice?

She said they were in jubalee. That they where taking women, I think she said 25 or so. I asked her if they where making a differance she said she believed they where. She said Bro. Crummy was thier preacher. I remember him and his wife- They where both really kind people I use to like them a lot. She said Pa Pa was ok doing good.

She said the dorms are all emty now. I guess it is just a ghost town now. She invited me to come down. And I am going down. I guess I just have to see and want to see papa. I am going to see if she will let me take pictures.

I really hope that they have gone back to the way they once where. They wern't nice to all but for some they did make a differance. That is why we do not hear from them. because I was so young I did not get it like some did, like I saw the older girls. The younger girls where given a little more freedom because they did not worry about us running. I don't know Granny did not mind slapping that little mouth of mine being that I was born a smart ass. Granny gave me the rest of my education on being a smart ass-

I started crying like a fool! I can't believe I did that. I am a bit mad at my self because I did not say all that i had planned to say all these years. Sooooooooo I was a bit feeling sorry for myself yesterday. Things haven't been the best in my life lately. And the first bright light I had found in all these years was when girls where coming to chat. It was the first time I had been myself in a long time. I laughed more in there in 2 weeks than I had in 30 years.

And when that last one shut down, It split us all up and that makes me very sad. I even felt a little better about my self and figured that if all I got back out of the home was those girls who brightend my life. Then That was a great gift to have and a treasured one. It felt good for a little while and at least I had it once.

I realized after that was- that is all I have been looking for all these years- and that was to find something good to take from a bad experance in my life. I could not bear the thought of only walking away from there with nothing, I endured that for some reason but I wanted it to be a good one. Some one stoled my thunder. Just sad to me.

Yes I am getting up and down better now I was in a wheel chair. We all get old. And we all get tired, I guess I am just tired. But I am mean enough and determinded enough to dust my ass off and get back up. And I will do it because there are some that do care about me, and because of that- I am grateful enough to hopefuly make a differance in thier life even if it is a small one. Blue







Free speech comes with it, Freedom to leason.



There are no short cuts to any place worth going-



He who never made a mistake, Never made a discovery-



Without vision, We are blind to opportunity-

              Provb.



It is once in a Bluemoon that we get to that spot marked X that we so carfully once mapped.



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Oh, Im sorry, I didnt mean "you" getting up and down, i meant granny and papa, i figured they must be pretty old by now. I had no idea you were in a wheel chair, i hope my comment did not offend you, it truely was meant in a harmless way.
I know what you mean about the girls from the homes and how finding them and chatting makes you feel good, i feel the same way.

[Dear Gabby]

Free speech comes with it, Freedom to leason.





There are no short cuts to any place worth going-





He who never made a mistake, Never made a discovery-





Without vision, We are blind to opportunity-


              Provb.





It is once in a Bluemoon that we get to that spot marked X that we so carfully marked on lifes map


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[Anonymous]

I didn't post this, but it's MY EXACT WORDS when I talk about Rebekah.  How scary is that?

[Anonymous]

:smile: I can't find anyone in the new chat room, and I couldn't find the room on Rebekah once I left.  First time I've ever used a chat room so here goes.

I was a victom/survivor of the Camerons.  I would like to know if anyone knows where Jackie is???

I am too tired to keep reading, I hope to find her soon.

[Anonymous]

I was in there in74 71-74 And went there with jackie and know she can be found but I am not sure if it is the same jackie. My name was Debbie Baker. I am in Chatzy or my email is in here under bluemoon.